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Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Weak Week

Assalamualaikum

Happy thursday guys.


coffee =)


Hrm, last Saturday quite a disaster day. Most probably they thought that we people here having the same routine: Sleep AFTER 1 a.m. . Fine. Whatever, I don't like last saturday.

Sunday was GOOD. heheh. Free~~~~ yeah. A lot things done. :)
After all tired after training.

Monday : Hardcore training for Jalan Lasak. I was like "ermmmm ...." when someone seeking for advise. The truth - I just same as you or maybe worst. I always improve myself for helping teams. When I felt weak, just remember that they helped you a lot. why not push for the sakE of FAMILY KKEC.

Tuesday. Sigh. That's how it feel when I lost phone. Haha serve your right. That night. Something that I don't wanna hear. Punctuality out. Yes it's true. Mentality. Common. Weak. Yes I am. But I do try. How hard to throw away mental when I was running with bag. All because I wanna help my team. Cry. Yes, me again.

Most regrets, diappoint, touched. I don't know how the other 5 people felt. Yup, senior is always right. I can't deny. We can't deny. You junior, shut up and follow. Then, no more calling this as a family. Kbye.

LISTEN ! LISTEN ! Tonight, INSPECTION!! kahkah. Ready =P

A week like this. haha. But then macam kemas jugak la.


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Wednesday, May 15, 2013

A sonnet

Assalamualaikum

Today is teacher's day. I miss my school's teacher :'(  

Dedicated to Mrs. Ong, an amazing teacher that have changed me A LOT. I love you and all my teachers.


Sonnet For An Unforgettable Teacher


Mrs. Ong,
When I began your class I think I knew
The kind of challenges you'd make me face.
You gave me motivation to pursue
The best, and to reject the commonplace.

Your thinking really opened up my mind.
With wisdom, style and grace, you made me see,
That what I'd choose to seek, I'd surely find;
You shook me out of my complacency.
I thank you now for everything you've done;
What you have taught me I will not outgrow.

Your kind attention touched my mind and heart;
In many ways that you will never know.
I will remember you my whole life through;
I wish that all my teachers were like you.

By Joanna Fuchs







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Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Triple C


Assalamualaikum readers

CONVOCATION CROWD CONTROL
Packed weekend. Tiba-tiba terjebak dalam crowd control for convo. Ok la, new experience. Ada part yang best, ada jugak yang tak bestnye. Penat tu mesti. Dah la tak dapat pergi Koko, xdapat join C-GAD plak. Kalau join pun, sambil lari pun tertidur agaknye.
1st day macam dahsyat jugak la control kat luar dewan. Dengan panas nye lagi, crowded habis larh. Bila dihimpit macam tu, rase nak pitam je. Dari 7pagi berdiri 6 jam! Cis, ingatkan tak boleh duduk.  Wondering jugak, I am crowd controlling or kaunter pertanyaan. Haha. Tak kisah pun. Today convo for PHD and masters. Most femes questions “Dik, toilet kat mane?” , “Dik, nak pulang jubah kat mane?” , “Dik, surau kat mane?”.. Others, “Bunga kat mane?”, “KAntin kat mane?”, “ATM kat mane?”, “HAbis pukul brape?”(how I know?), “nak kumpul kat mane?”.. Yang kelakar, “Dik, macam mane nak pakai ni(jubah)?”. Dengan rase bersalah jawab tak tahu.kahkah. Jadi tukang pegang barang, photographer. Nampak tak pro?haha. Macam-macam gelagat n kerenah. Yang nak marah tak pasal pun ada. Tapi sangat bosan  bila dah takde orang. Orang kat luar tu jugak la yang datang sembang. Nampak macam form 5 ke? =.=” Fine, forever 17 kowt. Of course la student sini.. Tawu plak dia pasal kos food tech. Selalu orang anggap food tech is masak2. Baguss. Overall ok la, siap orang bagi air lagi. Kesian sangat kot.. Dah petang tu, gile panasssss. Burn =( ..Mengantuk sangat2. Sampai send mesej pun salah orang. Nak tarik diri rasenye… Whole day. Letih siott..balik kete polis. Tidur awal giler tanpa berfikir panjang. haha


Diploma and degree. 2nd day seriously serikkk jaga kat luar. Someone willing nak gantikan tempat..hehe. Tq larh. =)  Then dapat la jaga bahagian pintu aras 2 & 3. Best part, dapat tengok kat dalam. Jumpa Prof Kamal. Haha. Mula-mula nampak Abg Man(pertema). Dah grad! Haha!  :D Takde la kena panas, lega sikit. Ingat bila SUKSIS ada harini, ringan sikit beban. Tapiiiiiiiiiiii. Ikut lahhh.  Keje tu biar bukan sebab elaun. Ikhlas penting jugak. Mengular tu amalan tak baik sebenarnya. Haha. Lift kat sini macam siput sedut. Giler lambattt. Better tak payah naik lah pak cik and mak cik…penat je tunggu. Ingatkan lift kat Fakulti adalah paling slow tahap menguji kesabaran, rupanya ade geng. Yang paling kena complain, parents naik ke aras 3 naik tangga, penat kot! Kesiannnnn orang yang tua2, termengah-mengah sampai kat atas.  :(  ade yang siap cakap, “uitm ni nak bunuh orang tau tak!”. Sabar pakcik. Lagi satu, setiap level takde toilet pun. Nak pergi toilet kena turun aras 1. Fuh. Kena lagi complain.

Notes: That day(last week) I was so touched. Too sad. I hate hypocrites. If you think you can do all things by your own, then get lost! Betapa jelasnya selfish itu..sampai hati. Huh! – It’s true that you can’t count on everybody.

Get ready for the next pressure. Fight as you can :)


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I felt the same thing. Allah knows everything. Just believe in Him :')


P.S. : Maybe we thought people does not understand us..but do we ever thought that we actually don’t understand ourself?..

So verily, with the hardship, there is relief,Verily, with the hardship, there is relief (i.e. there is one hardship with two reliefs, so one hardship cannot overcome two reliefs). So when you have finished (from your occupation), then stand up for Allah's worship (i.e. stand up for prayer). And to your Lord (Alone) turn (all your intentions and hopes and) your invocations.
Surah Ash-Sharh,ch-94,Ayat no-5,8


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Friday, May 10, 2013

Be Mine

Bosan.
Tension. Karaoke lagu ni macam relieve je..

♥ ♥ 
LAGU BE MINE by Tasha Marshandar

ENGLISH VERSION


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You IM I dulu tak tahu malu
I malas nak layan
So I buat tak tahu

You terus cuba dan mencuba
Sehingga I jatuh cinta
Gatalnya diri you
Membuat I terjatuh

Bila kita dah start mengada
Kita selalu keluar sama
Borak panjang panjang
Makan dan tengok wayang

Sikit sikit je I merajuk
You selalu sabar pujuk
Tapi sebenarnya
I cuma test you saja


[*] Let me tell you that I love you
And I never wanna wrong you
Take my hand baby
Come, go through with me
Let me tell you that I miss you
And I never wanna lose you
You’re my heart baby
My life is incomplete without you  
Repeat [*] (2x)

Dalam pada I gembira
Sometimes I feel so sad juga

Cause you dah berpunya
But I always want you to be mine forever
Please be mine forever



MALAY VERSION
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Kau tegur ku dulu tak tahu malu

Tak kuasa nak layan
Aku buat tak tahu

Kau terus cuba dan mencuba
Sehingga ku jatuh cinta
Gatalnya dirimu
Membuat ku terjatuh

Bila kita mula mengada
Kita selalu keluar sama
Borak panjang-panjang
Makan dan tengok wayang

Sikit-sikit aku merajuk
Kau selalu sabar pujuk
Tapi sebenarnya
Ku cuma nak uji saja

[*] Benar aku sayang kamu
Takkan pernah lukakan mu
Gapai tangan ku dengan ku selalu
Benar aku rindu kamu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan ku
Kau lah hatiku
Tak sempurna tanpa dirimu  
Repeat [*] (2x)

Dalam padaku gembira
Kadangkala sedih juga
Kau sudah berpunya
Tak mungkin jadi milikku selamanya


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Tuesday, May 07, 2013

Hobi lama

Assalamualaikum

Ehem2. lepas makan ubat, eloklah online kejap.
Tiba-tiba . . . rindu hobi lama dan terasa nak melukis. Tapi agak kekangan masa. So nanti-naNti jelah. Suka lukis walaupun tak cantik..haha well, hentam jer.

Observe lukisan lama pun jadi lah...



Tengok lepas edit. HAHA




NARUTO








JERRY
See ya! Bye

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Is man’s fate pre-destined or does he have freedom of will?

Assalamualaikum!
Morning =)
Say Alhamdulillah. Still, we're able to hear, smell, see and eat!


Is our fate completely pre-destined? Some say we have a choice of which path to choose but what you will find at the end of the path has been chosen for you by Allah. I have also read that qadar was perhaps created by Jahm b. Safwan, not Allah. Where can I find the information in the Quran and if there is a set destiny how much of it is chosen by God? Is there really a set day on which I will have birth and another for earthly death, for whom I will marry? What if I did meet the man I am supposed to marry but I somehow choose the wrong path (so I may believe) only to realize I did wrong. Will he come in my path again or have I altered my destiny so that my punishment may be that I can not have this person in my life?. 


Praise be to Allaah.  

Belief in al-qadar (the divine will and decree) is one of the pillars of faith, because the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said, when he answered Jibreel’s question about faith: “(It means) believing in Allaah, His angels, His Books, His Messengers and the Last Day, and to believe in al-qadar (the divine decree) both good and bad.”

What is meant by al-qadar is that Allaah has decreed all things from eternity and knows that they will happen at times that are known to Him, and in specific ways, and that He has written that and willed it, and they happen according to what He has decreed. [al-Qada’ wa’l-Qadar by Dr ‘Abd al-Rahmaan al-Mahmoud, p. 39].

Belief in al-qadar is based on four things:

1 – Knowledge, i.e., that Allaah knows what His creation will do, by virtue of His eternal knowledge.

2 – Writing, i.e., that Allaah has written the destiny of all creatures in al-Lawh al-Mahfooz.

3 – Will, i.e., that what Allaah wills happens and what He does not will does not happen. There is no movement in the heavens or on earth but it happens by His will.

4 – Creation and formation, i.e., that Allaah is the Creator of all things, including the actions of His slaves. They do their actions in a real sense, and He is the Creator of them and of their actions.



Whoever believes in these four believes in al-qadar.

The Qur’aan affirms these things in numerous verses, such as the verses in which He says (interpretation of the meaning):

“And with Him are the keys of the Ghayb (all that is hidden), none knows them but He. And He knows whatever there is in the land and in the sea; not a leaf falls, but He knows it. There is not a grain in the darkness of the earth nor anything fresh or dry, but is written in a Clear Record”

[al-An’aam 6:59]

“No calamity befalls on the earth or in yourselves but it is inscribed in the Book of Decrees (Al‑Lawh Al‑Mahfooz) before We bring it into existence. Verily, that is easy for Allaah”

[al-Hadeed 57:22]

“And you cannot will unless (it be) that Allaah wills the Lord of the ‘Aalameen (mankind, jinn and all that exists)”

[al-Takweer 81:29]

“Verily, We have created all things with Qadar (Divine Preordainments of all things before their creation as written in the Book of Decrees Al‑Lawh Al‑Mahfooz)”

[al-Qamar 54:49]

Muslim (2653) narrated that ‘Abd-Allaah ibn ‘Amr ibn al-‘Aas said: I heard the Messenger of Allaah (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) say:

“Allaah wrote down the decrees of creation fifty thousand years before He created the heavens and the earth.” He said: “And His Throne was upon the water.” 

Hence it should be clear to you that the view that al-qadar was invented by al-Jahm ibn Safwaan is a view that has no sound basis. Al-qadar was not created, rather creation comes under the heading of belief in al-qadar. Al-Jahm went to extremes in affirming the divine will and decree, and claimed that people are compelled to do what they do and have no choice. This is a false view.

The belief of Ahl al-Sunnah wa'l-Jamaa'ah is that a person has freedom of will, and hence he will be rewarded or punished. But his will is subject to the will of Allaah, and nothing can take place in the universe that is not willed by Allaah.

What some people say, that we have the choice to follow whatever path we want but at the end of this path you will find what Allaah has decreed for you, is a correct view. Allaah says (interpretation of the meaning):

“Verily, We showed him the way, whether he be grateful or ungrateful”
[al-Insaan 76:3]

“And shown him the two ways (good and evil)?”

[al-Balad 90:10]

“And say: “The truth is from your Lord.” Then whosoever wills, let him believe; and whosoever wills, let him disbelieve”

[al-Kahf 18:29]

 Shaykh al-Islam Ibn Taymiyah (may Allaah have mercy on him) said, explaining the view of Ahl al-Sunnah with regard to man’s deeds: 

People act in a real sense, and Allaah is the Creator of their actions. A person may be a believer or a kaafir, righteous or immoral, he may pray and fast. People have control over their actions, and they have their own will, and Allaah is the Creator of their control and will, as Allaah says (interpretation of the meaning):

“To whomsoever among you who wills to walk straight.

And you cannot will unless (it be) that Allaah wills the Lord of the ‘Aalameen (mankind, jinn and all that exists)”

[al-Takweer 81:28-29]

al-Waasitiyyah ma’a Sharh Harraas, p. 65.



Marriage is one of the things that Allaah has decreed. The person whom you will marry is known to Allaah: He knows who he is, when he was born, where and when he will die, how he will be towards you, and other details. All of that is known to Allaah and He has written it in al-Lawh al-Mahfooz (the Book of Decrees), and it will inevitably come to pass as Allaah has decreed.

If Allaah has decreed that you will marry one person, but you choose someone else, then no matter how long it takes, you will marry that person. But your marriage to someone else is also decreed, because there is nothing that is not decreed by Allaah. It may be decreed for a woman to marry So and so the son of So and so, and he comes to propose marriage but she refuses him, and marries someone else, then he (the second man) dies or divorces her, then she accepts the first one. All of that is decreed, and it is decreed for her to marry So and so the son of So and so after initially refusing him and after some experience or trials etc.

It may be decreed for a woman that a righteous man will propose marriage to her, but she will refuse him and he will never come back to her, and she will marry and live with someone else who is more or less righteous, according what Allaah has decreed.

Because man does not know what is decreed for him, what he must do is to adhere to sharee’ah and abide by its commands and prohibitions, and to seek the help of Allaah and pray to Him for guidance (istikhaarah) concerning all his affairs, whilst implementing the means, one of the most important of which is consulting sincere people who have relevant experience.

If a righteous man proposes marriage to a woman, she should pray to Allaah for guidance (istikhaarah) and agree to marry him. If things then go smoothly, this is an indication that what is good for her is to marry him. 

In conclusion, man should study the sharee’ah of Allaah and follow the commands of Allaah even if he feels reluctant, and avoid what Allaah has forbidden even if he is attached to it. All goodness is to be found in obeying sharee’ah. Allaah says (interpretation of the meaning):

“Jihaad (holy fighting in Allaah’s Cause) is ordained for you (Muslims) though you dislike it, and it may be that you dislike a thing which is good for you and that you like a thing which is bad for you. Allaah knows but you do not know”

[al-Baqarah 2:216]

He should not look at al-qadar as an excuse to ignore commands and do forbidden things, rather he should look at it in a way that will make him content with whatever painful experiences happen to him.

And Allah knows best.




SOURCE: quransunnah.com

P.S. : Arrggghhhhhhhhh gian nak melukis! Tapi masa tak mengizinkan. FINE =(

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Friday, May 03, 2013

Make Things Happen!

Assalamualaikum readers . . .



Iron man 3. Awesome as expected. :)
Finally..after a long time never watched movie in cinema. I remembered the last time I watched was about 14 years ago.
The next day – Labour day. So night seems longer than usual. Yes it is. Just like an overnight.

Upcoming events:
FESKOM : 11 & 12 of May.
KEBINA 2 will be on 17, 18 and 19 of May.
Family Day is right after KKEC, on the 1st June. 

Last week and the last two weeks, I've gone through quite a great time. Seniors the best, caring and amazing.

Who does't like people care about you, right... Sometimes feel troublesome. **Feeling guilty.



Good or bad, there's wisdom behind the delay KKEC. I found it.

Know what? Before, I NEVER poison my mind with negative things. Now I always feel BAD



I believe that I'm stuck. That's why.

Sometimes I did those things just to recover situation. The fact is I make it WORSE. See...I always lost :( What good is I just knew my weaknesses.



Admit that all these are learning progress. I learnt -  how it was when you're really tired, how it was when people talks something bad behind you, how it was when stress comes in sudden, how it was when nobody ignore you, how it was when someone betrayed you, how it was the time you felt sooo awkward, how it was when you're completely scared, how it was when you're stuck in between, how it was when someone get mad on you while you're innocent, how it was when there's somebody who concern about you, how it was when you're totally down, how it was when you're at the bottom, how it was when you're called JUNIOR and more. I feel it so I said.



Yes, it's normal but I still don't understand why I can't manage it. Help (T_T)

Wondering. Like I'm the one facing problems. Am I too bad? :(

And I must thanked that person for advising/reminding/whatever. Thanks a lot. At least I know.

"[Stupid. Naive.]"  really?
#abuse of power??  


#Accidentally read & it's TRUE.
"dalam hidup,kita x selalu best,kita perlu sesuaikan diri dengan keadaan,mmg mcm nie la melayu,x tahan cket blah ..." -Fb



Hope there's a person who'll make me smile again.
Hrmmm, in conclusion, ignore talkative people who don't get involve at all with my life and say "It's nothing". Non of your bussiness. Kbye.

Dear people, please value your time. You've 24 hours per day. So I am. It just how you use it up.
Let's take a moment to say Alhamdulillah for everything we have.



P.S. : Real life is challenging. Believe!

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