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Damn. Tak payah nak pentingkan diri sangat lah.


You don't know or what? I'm breathing hard between times. Ade jugak manusia yang susah memahami orang lain.

Sama ada dia tak faham atau buat-II tak faham! Sudah laar..

Penat pagi tadi tak habis lagi, dah kena pergi training KKEC pukul 5ptg. Fine, letih. Serius. Lari keluar lalu bukit tonggek ke seksyen 2. Stamina tak macam pagi tadi dah. Kaki pun dah sakit. Yang ni semua orang tak boleh rase sekali.

Balik terus mandi. Kak Iffah tanya "Wani, malam ni pakai baju ape?". Menjawab dengan stressnya, "Har? Ade ape malam ni?". Dia pun terkejut, "Tak bace mesej ke?". Sudahhhh.. "Saye baru balik, tak tengok lagi hp".

Lepas mandi, tengok jam dah pukul 8. Tengok ade 6message. Tak faham betul dengan satu message tu. Macam nak baling je hp tu. Memang ada meeting kompeni 8.30malam. Tak sempat balas satu pun message. Cepat-II sembahyang and siap.

I don't know for what I cried. (T,T)

Then tak jadi pergi. Tak kisah lah.

I must think of many things. Super stress. Tolong la faham.. Jangan tanya benda bukan-II. I'm not robot. Luar boleh la senyum..tapi dalam, kau pun tak faham kalau takde kat sini. Hal nya, not me the one eager to join the KKEC. I've tried to be sincere enough. Represents UiTM Shah Alam. Its a big deal. Maybe korang tak faham..Our time takkan same macam komander yang tak join. Mungkin orang tak tahu komander-II yang bersungguh-sungguh training, planning and so on [not saying me]. Appreciate/support la effort diorang.
Thanks Syaril yg semangat call sebab nak bagi semangat lepas dia dapat tahu pasal tarik diri tu. Zul pun.. Message yang penuh kata-II semangat sampai mengalir air mata. TQ..

Pantang betul orang yang tegur salah orang lain tapi dia buat juga. Sebenarnya orang macam ni tak reti nak fikir dalam-II. Depan mata dia buat benda yang sama. Then kalau kau tahu ada orang buat salah kau blame dia 100% ke? Kau boleh trace semua pasal incident tu ke? Orang macam ni plak rase dia bagus. Kalau kau ade kat tempat dia, kau faham tak ape perasaan dia? Ceh, sebab kau tak buat macam tu boleh la cakap der! Come no, I'm not perfect too. But then ade OTAK boleh fikir.

Whether they're all correct or all my fault and talking here with no points.

P.S: Only family KKEC understand me right now.
Thanks komander yang selalu support.

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Commitment, make it sincere.

Assalamualaikum readers

1st of all, stress giler this week. I was totally loss! Crazy crazy crazy.

Before that,
I wonder how they know my name.
Serius, this week entah siapa la yang tegur "wani" kat fakulti. Aneh sebab tak kenal pun dia.
And when things like these came out : "Hazwani kan?" , "Hazwani bla bla bla..". [dalam hati, apsal kenal plak].. I felt guilty when siswa knew my name but I can't even remember theirs. Sorry.

TUESDAY: Putrajaya event.
Ha, this one also like kena paksa pergi. Nasib baik sebelum bagitau tu, dah memang nak pergi. Why they two people always appoint at me? =.="  Yang dalam bas tu, malu gilassss. No 5 lah konon. Ceh. Tak adil langsung bila KM Anuar yang kasi nombor. Macam tu memang la dia tau kan. Sesi perkenalan lah bagai. Ada jelah diorang nie.. Dah la semua komander lelaki lepastu yang kena kenalkan diri tu terpacak di tengah-II seat bas yang sedang bergerak ke Putrajaya. Of course its ashamed. Depan Komander Anuar, Komander Taufiq, Komander Arif, Komander Zameer, Komander Roza & 3 lagi komander. Then take my time lama dari orang lain. @,@ Antara soalannya;
#Nama
#Nama Panggilan
#Fakulti
#CGPA
#Asal
#Umur
#[Skipped]
#Hobi
#Pakwe
#Komander paling dibenci
#Komander siswa paling suke

I 'm not answering all questions. HAHA

As the S/U, memang tak terlepas tanggungjawab menyiapkan mini mesyuarat. Tuesday a bit stress. After come back from Putrajaya, dah kena suruh turun training KKEC pkul 5.45ptg. That time dah pukul 5. Fuhh. Letih terlampauuu. That night dapat tau pulak ada ro call pagi pukul 6.30, terus stress. (T.T) Letih. Start buat minit mesyuarat untuk meeting the next day.

Wednesday lagi terrible owkayy. Bangun almost at 6 a.m, lepas subuh terrr-tidur tanpa disedari [nampak tak letih?] di atas meja sampailah six twenty something lepas P-kah mengetuk pintu bilik..

Super duper tension bila minit mesyuarat tak siap lagi & kena turun training lagi, meeting kompeni lagi..Dengan tdak tahu menahunya tentang booking bilik mesyuarat kat NR tu.. - Rasa macam nak JERIT.

I'm TIRED.

Tired of everything.
The one and only senior commander added me on FB -- KM Faizal. Fuhh

PERSAK. We people, 47, got KI 13 & 14 of April. So, on that day we cannot join.

The major things on my mind right now was the KKEC. Argghhh.. serioulsly I said I wanna go home on midsem holidays! K. Izyani -- "Ikhlaskan hati."  How? hrmm

The time I saw my name on the list, "DON'T WANT!!!"..
I was offered to join Jalan Lasak. I dunno how. Hmm

I don't want to know any other event that force me to join at this time.

So far that's all my sweet moment. =P

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