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Terkilan. Dan betul-II kecewa dengan ape yg berlaku. At first I’m not so sad because I knew that’s not my fault. But still, I don’t blame anyone. Not even my assistant. Just once I ask her for a help. Because I understood the problems she may faces, busy with the fieldtrip or whatever. Tapi bila dah dihentam bertubi-tubi, rase macam kecewa. Is this called what you give, you get back? Rase losser nak mampus. With nobody backup me :’( she maybe did. But is she admits what she did? Sy takdela kejam sangat sampai nak bagitau salah orang lain. Haishh nasib baik la takde perasaan pentingkan diri time tu. Tapi rase bodoh tu ade la. Bayangkan orang tengah salahkan kau tapi kau tak bagitau pun tu bukan salah kau. Kire baik ar.. Kalau orang lain, tak dapat lah. Supposely kalau sy jenis yg kejam, dah lama keluarkan “sebenarnya….” And revealed all. Yea, maybe somehow I got wrong. The fact is I tried to be patience of all I get this while. Ahhhhhh seronok ar dapat sembunyikan kesalahan dibalik kekuasaan itu!!! Biar sy dan Allah je yg tau..Tak guna burukan orang. Realize that I’m junior.
Before I forget, good luck for the next victim. May you success working with the same people. I knew how she is, so a least after this I would never been foolish again. Goodbye, I don’t have anything with you anymore.
Tak tanye? Haha. Yg pergi bilik dia tu amende? Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bodohnya meletakkan kesalahan orang lain kat diri sendiri.
Tak cakap direct but all is about me. It’s so fine. After KKEC, di setiap event kompeni, mesti ada something yg akan kena . Macam kena tortured. Rase macam dah taknak involve dalam semua hal kelab ni. Lantak lah korang nak buat macam mane..dah malas dah. Kalau lah boleh quit dari 'kelab' ni, dah lama buat. Malas nak fikir semua benda….orang sebilik pun cakap belakang. Hrmmm ape bley buat… maybe everybody looked at my badside only. I’ve prove I can’t do. So don’t hope on me anymore. After this don't feel strange if I do not join you all dinner or what. It's not about intake.
Serius tak kisah kena marah tapi kecewaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.=( Maybe dah lali dengan hentaman. Kalau tak sebab benda yg dah pernah jadi sebelum ni, konfem dah nangis depan tu..Cuma sebab I felt stronger and tougher than before. Family day tahan lagi la even though that time rase cam kecewa jugak la. but today four people talking the same things from the meeting start until the end. Then what I feel? :( Nak ignore. And tu dah habis ignore dah tu. If not, I cry at that time jugak.
Cukup la setakat jadi biro, lebih tak menyusahkan orang lain dan diri sendiri. Chosen for PD PERKAD. Macam taknak jadi. Nanti lah bagitau..
After this, I don’t have to be responsible on other people’ mistake. Sorry to say, not anymore. I felt stupid.
There’s no reason for me to cry. But I’m too weak. (T,T)
Hah…puas menangis depan famili. I felt relieved!
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